i've always heard parents say "i need a break!!!" and i having no children of my own have never understood why. now that i am raising a 2 year old going on 20, i still don't understand why. sure it's nice when they get the chance to go somewhere or are invited over to play, but i start missing her about 10 minutes after she is gone. which was in case today when baby girl went to her grandmother's house for the afternoon to play with some of her family she doesn't see very often. i find myself wondering what and how she is doing and staring at the clock on the wall, because with every minute that passes is a minute closer to her coming back home. since i was laid off i am with her all the time, so for me there are no breaks. but i don't want any either because she my responsibly, so where i go....she goes!!!! and that's just the way it is and the way i want it to be! this is the job i never really wanted....but now that i have it I LOVE and treasure every minute of it.
peace......
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